I don't know. Seems like no one does. There's loads of other people in the same situation, too. And it's not-- it's not the 1980 that it should be.

[He sighs, guilt for his family's past gnawing strongly at him from looking at her, even though it happened before he was ever born. It's still always felt like his load to carry too.]

Why don't we go up to the kitchen? You should probably be sitting, and I can get you something to eat.